So I am saving money like crazy to buy a van. This is a lot of money but I am in no way worried that I wont get it. I know what I am doing is right, I am on the right track with this. I am sick but I am still going to work because I need money so bad. I don't feel bad because I am not hoarding for myself. This is really scatter-brained but I need to vent......

Awhile

Sunday morning and my house is burning up, chad is sleeping in my closet on an air mattress and Matt is on a futon downstairs. Outside it is chilly and I am laughing to myself that everyone was wishing for cold weather a week ago, then it finally comes and they are miserable. I like being cold. I like hoodies and toboggans. It's cold enough for my toes to thaw out in the shower and they get the weird tingly feeling. Love that.

Dusk is the first CD I am content with. I cannot wait to tour.

I need to re-string my axe for the show tonight.
I need to get the trailer organized.
I need to get some cash together to duplicate this CD.
I need some food and water.
I need to take buddy to the vet.

I want Taco Bell
I want to get the van we saw yesterday(which is amazing BTW)
I want to get some records made.(I don't have an extra 1,000 laying around though)
I want to find some black curtains for my room to block out the sun.

I want to add more to this list, but I cant think right now.

I am convinced this whole band is nocturnal now. We sleep until 4 and go to bed at 5. We went out once today to go eat some Outback for Chad's birthday. Thank you Glenn and Miss Jessie!

I explored a little, skating around Cleveland. The wheels on my skateboard are rusty from skating in the rain the other day. Needless to say, I was going pretty slow.


Home in 3 days

First of all Congrats to Tyler and Jenny. Jenny gave birth to a boy early this morning!!!!!! Everything went smooth.

Yesterday was weird without Koontz here. He left for a few days to spend time with his family. I felt like I forgot something all day. You spend that much time with someone you get used to hearing them around I guess. THANK YOU TO MATTS FATHER!!!!!

In light of all this excitement it looks like we will be taking a few days off. We may do a few things tomorrow buts all up in the air.

Three songs are complete and all the leads are finished.
We have three more songs that need vocals .
We are going to stick around for some mixing.
Then the songs are being sent off to get mastered.

After all this its back home. It's going to be a shock walking in my front door. Coming back is going to frustrate me. Im treading water at home. Stagnant is the word. I miss my family and friends but I don't miss Myrtle Beach.
Its crazy how some peoples idea of paradise is another's idea of hell.

So its has been a chilly Tuesday morning and I just took my third shower of this trip. We have finished vocals on one song and will be doing leads today and vocals at night. Chad is nailing everything and the studio is filled with good spirits. Except for a few midnight wrestling matches. The schedule for the rest of the week follows the same trend, leads during the day and vocals at night. No pics, I will take some today. By the end of the weekend this CD may be done. Then we have to head home, which sucks!

Its Thursday, Day 2 of guitars. Im ready to get started on all of this. We are about halfway through one song and it is sounding heavy, my Krank head and a JCM 800 together. I might upload some pics of yesterday once I find my USB cable, I can't find it for the life of me. We played some basketball yesterday too. Intense stuff. Koontz elbowed me in my tooth. Other than that things have been fairly low key. Plenty of ridiculous jokes and moments that will keep me laughing the rest of my life.

So its Monday and we are tracking bass. The day off yesterday was good. We went to the mall to buy a football and a basketball. The mall here is an exact replica of the old inlet square, fountains and all. I felt like I stepped onto the set of "Fast Times at Ridgemont High" and Spacoli was going to pop out of a corner and slap me a high five.Then we went to Lee University to play some 21. We played about 3 games and decided to call it. We got some groceries later and then hung out at First St. the rest of the night. Fun Times. 2 more weeks of it to come.

It smells so fresh outside. Clear air with faint odor of funnel cakes. All of First St. is blocked off for some Apple Festival tomorrow or something. There may be free food so we are going to head up there sometime today. We went to the museum yesterday and looked through the gift shop, I did not feel like spending 5 dollars on seeing the actual museum. Then we headed to this place called The Spot, I guess they have great hamburgers, but I ate some fries. They were pretty tasty. Taco bell and ramen are saving my life right now. I bought some Soy milk too, so I'm pretty set. Its cooling off here and I cant wait to throw on a hoodie!

Day 6 brings more drum editing. We will be listening to everything and if everything is good we will move on to tracking bass tomorrow. We drove down to the dam yesterday and took some pictures. It was awesome. Im excited to hear some guitars.

Matthew Koontz pumped through some songs today, We will spend the next few days editing and cutting up. Fishing is what is happening tomorrow.

Its about 10:30 in the morning and I am sitting outside after just walking to the store for some pineapple orange juice. I cant sleep past 8 so I figured I would let everyone sleep and find something to occupy my time. Cleveland is exactly what I expected it to be, and I think living here for a month will be a nice change. First Street has a real homey feel as well. There is a T.V. in our room with game cube and the only game in it is Mario Cart. Go Fig

"This isn't irrational or primitive or blind faith. It is merely being honest that we all are living a "way"

I'm convinced being generous is a better way to live.

I'm convinced forgiving people and not carrying around bitterness is a better way to live.

I'm convinced having compassion is a better way to live.

I'm convinced pursuing peace in every situation is a better way to live.

I'm convinced listening to the wisdom of others is a better way to live.

I'm convinced being honest with people is a better way to live.


This way of thinking isn't weird or strange; it is simply acknowledging that everybody follows somebody, and I'm trying to follow Jesus"

So im heading to Boone tomorrow. I will have no phone. Which could be pretty awesome. I can wait to climb something.

So today was my first full day of eating vegan again. It went pretty well. I have been slowly been easing my way back into it. Its going to be tough, I know myself, I know how shoddy my past attempts were. There were a few hurdles I had to overcome though and I feel like Im on the right track with my decision. I wouldn't be feeling this guilt about it if it was something I didn't want to do.

Rick said Clitoris at Church tonight. I am going to every night of this new series. Its going to be amazing. I cant wait to see all of the amazing things that come out of this. Recording got moved back a few days, So we can go to Ken's wedding. Pre-production is happening this week. Maybe one track will sneak its way onto myspace.

What a beautiful 2 days it has been. Upper 70's. I finally got the chance to ride my bike to work, pretty Stoked!
I am selling a few things so I have some money for recording coming up....


Ampeg 8x10 $400


Its been to europe and back. its no beauty. one speaker is messed up





earnie ball vp jr volume pedal. $80 used twice





and a drumset. $250 floor tom, rack tom w/stand, and kick drum








Hit me up if your interested. 843 333 4534 or samalexanderb@gmail.com

I guess this is the point in my life where I need to find out who I am, what I want to do when I "grow up." For the life of me I wish there was a clear answer that just races to my head but there isn't. Occasionally, I would like to think that playing music will make me plenty of money, but for what were are doing right now its unlikely, and I am content with that. Up until a few years ago I was intent on going to school, finding some great job, and eventually settling down. Now the idea makes me sick. I do not even want to stick around anywhere long enough. I feel the intense need to make a contribution somehow, I would like it to be through traveling and playing. I want to be crammed in a van with five of my closest friends going everywhere. Showing kids what true christianity is, or at least how I live my life through Christ. We may end up broke, but you can always make money.

The hardest part in all of this is hearing the advice of those older than me. They are telling me to get a great job, buy a nice car, a house, and make a ton of money. At times it seems hard to choose, I start to think about my options and I hate how I have so many to choose from. My pessimism makes me constantly doubt my strength in all of this. But this would not be interesting and worth it if there was no doubt.

I feel so blessed, I have surrounded myself with a group of great people that let me keep my head in the clouds, who do not judge me. We all think alike and that is refreshing.

Man today was a good day. Me, Patrick and Lee rode bikes from Market Commons to 9th ave N.
We rode in this parking garage and we were heading down and I look back and see no one behind me so i look around.
The next thing I see is Patrick carrying his bike that has a flat back tire. Me and lee raced about 5 miles to get his truck and come pick up patrick. Pretty fun day, I liked being active. 10 miles riding....I cant wait to start riding to work....its about 4 there and back.

After that I went to Dennys with Kara, ate some chicken fingers, and a man showed me his crab.

"When you try to explain the Christian doctrine as it is by an instructed adult, they complain that you are making their heads turn round and that it is all too complicated and that if there really were a God they are sure He would have made 'religion' simple, because simplicity is so beautiful, etc.".........."Notice, too, their idea of God 'making religion simple'; as if 'religion' were something God invented, and not His statement to us of certain quite unalterable facts about His own nature."


C.S Lewis
Mere Christianity


I am in awe of this entire book.

First Blog

So lately I have been feeling this sense defeat has swept over Myrtle Beach. Not necessarily over myself or my close friends, but just all in all I am noticing how dreary people feel here. The shows are lame because barely anyone shows up. Everything seems much more distant and hard to reach. I remember going to shows and seeing everyone there, even if the music was horrible. Maybe what's missing is the community we all once had. A community where we all had our fair share of problems but all in all everything was good. I want everyone to ditch the judgments and assessments and have a good time no matter where they are. Ditch the hate crews, Because I know the kids in them love as much as the rest of us, no one I have met on a personal level hates that much.